new 🥺embarrassing🥺 stats:
hw: 194.5
cw: 178.5
goal weight go by incremnts of five so
cgw: 175
ugws go according to bmi scale
1ugw: 153 (overweight)
2ugw: 127 (normal)
3ugw: 94 (thin)
*will edit as i go*
weightloss curse
oh no! a curse to lose 3 lbs!
like to recharge, reblog to activate
when I eat too much it makes my stomach hurt.
when I eat too much I lose my progress.
when I eat too much I gain weight.
when I eat too much I am not in control.
when I eat too much I am unproductive.
when I eat too much I look bloated.
when I eat too much I hurt at practice.
when I eat too much I am not perfect.
It takes 3 months to make a drastic change to your appearance. By September you can be at your goal weight. By October you can dress in that Halloween costume you were waiting to wear until you lost the weight. By November you can wear big sweaters and cute socks and look ADORABLE. By December you can actually enjoy the holidays and not be concerned about that extra fat you used to carry around. By January, you can cross out “lose weight” from your New Year’s resolution because you were disciplined enough to get to your goal weight a long time ago. Just imagine where you could be if you just stick to your plans for the next 3 months.
my only talents are being fat and pretending I’m ok
rip lol
🥀🥀.
neurotypical person: listen i know you’re mentally ill but why are you mentally ill
“we understand you are depressed, honey, but why are you also apathetic, lazy, lacking motivation, easily angered, and constantly spending whole days in bed not doing anything?”
Look at you, eating. Being healthy. Taking care of yourself. How could you ever think you deserved to starve? It’s fucking disgusting that you would believe for a second that you aren’t beautiful, because you are, for god’s sake. You know what? I hope you get better, goddammit. You are so fucking beautiful it makes me wanna vomit flowers and rainbows. Love yourself, bitch. Eat! Be healthy! you fucking deserve to feel better and love yourself for who you are. I can’t even believe that a person as perfect as you would do this to yourself. It makes me sick. It makes me want to fucking hug you so tight that you feel better. So go ahead, feed yourself. And you know what, eat a fucking cake. Treat yourself, bitch. You deserve it. I don’t care what you did to think you deserve this, but you don’t. YOU. ARE. PERFECT. For fuck’s sake, I love you and you deserve the fucking world.
